I have not blogged much lately, and that is mainly because I have been doing a lot of really not feeling good, with stomach issues that have been present since late March/early April. The local doctors have no idea what’s wrong, so Mom and my insurance case manager are going to work at getting me into the big, fancy specialty place in the big city. Mom says, “so no more worrying now.”
Along with not feeling good, the only things that have sparked my thoughts to put on this blog are things that I don’t want (potentially) everyone to see. I’m not doing much during the day, my brain isn’t working right, and I’ve only been to work one day in the last week. Thank God for supportive parents as your employer.
But when it all comes down to is, I really don’t want to stop blogging. There are things I wish I could post about without sounding like a whiny brat, and there are things I wish I could post about when someone is a real asshole. I just need to get around these things, maybe start doing therapy again. Write my “to-burn-later” letters, just let go of some of these bad feelings.