Reverb13 prompt for the 21st and last day is as f0llows:
Then, without thinking too hard about it, grab a pen and some paper and finish the following five sentences:
2014 is going to be MY YEAR because…
In 2014, I am going to do…
In 2014, I am going to feel…
In 2014, I am not going to…
In December 2014, I am going to look back and say…
This is a hard list for me today, feeling rather down and un-optimistic about the future, but I’ll give ‘er a try.
2014 is going to be my year because…
I am going to try harder. I am going to backtrack and say, hey, maybe I do need a little bit more therapy to get through to this nastiness I carry around in my brain and body but ignore. I am going to push through discomfort and take better care of my body…bathe more, loofah where needed, lotion, you know, better self-care. I am going to try harder to practice self-compassion, giving myself a break, even when I might not feel like I deserve it.
In 2014, I am going to do…
whatever it takes to stay quit smoking. I have worked at this really hard in 2013 and I am not going to let it slide with the new year. I have so many obstacles around me. People get panicky and jealous and hateful when you do something like this for yourself. I’ve had my fill of that. I am doing this for me and my health, so I can be around for my Kizzer pup until the cows come home.
In 2014, I am going to feel…
like I belong inside my body and my brain. Changes are a’coming, I hope. I can’t go on much longer with the status quo.
In 2014, I am not going to…
be a doormat, take it when someone yells or criticizes me, allow myself to continue with relationships that break my heart. Either the relationship changes, or I go.
In December 2014, I am going to look back and say…
I sure got more accomplished than I thought I would.